jingowingo

Late

2012-02-13T20:01:00.003+08:00

I know I'm slow, but I had my reasons! I'm finally watching bu bu jing xin after so long, and I have been crying like shit. I really want the 8th prince to be with her. It's so saddening to see this happen. I know she's gonna fall for the 4th prince and all, I know the stupid ending, but I'm still at the part where she rejected him. OMG I'M SO SAD. JUST WANNA CRY AND WALLOW IN SELF PITY. sigh

These cute little things

2012-02-13T10:25:00.001+08:00

Woke up the other day to find maxxie staring at me sleeping! He was lying down next to me, body situated at an angle. Head tilted in a way that his eyes were really looking right at me. SO CUTE!!! Ahhhhhh I miss my bf :( Hope he comes out on vday to celebrate with me!

Here's a valentine's day treat for you guys :)

The day has arrived

2012-02-05T19:28:00.002+08:00

I finally brought jd back to see my parents. yay

Chinese New Year

2012-01-18T12:21:00.005+08:00

We have a long weekend ahead guys!!

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Are you as eggcited as I am?!

Passerby

2012-01-11T23:27:00.001+08:00

"Some people are just meant to come and go in your life."

I wonder if you're one of those people. I might just be right about everything right from the beginning.

more nightmares

2012-01-10T11:29:00.004+08:00

I had a rather frightening dream last night. My nose was bleeding profusely, both nostrils. Blood was spilling out like a coffee maker. I was standing in front of a mirror, looking down on the basin. There was blood everywhere. When I looked up, I saw the entire right side of jaw, the part below my cheek, all the way till my chin was filled with blisters that had blood in them. It was like the blood had to be drained out of the blisters till they stopped bleeding. It was a really scary sight. I kept thinking about it and I can still remember how I looked exactly. I never want to have such a dream again.

"To dream that you are bleeding or losing blood, signifies that you are suffering from exhaustion or that you are feeling emotionally drained. It may also denote bitter confrontations between you and your friends. Your past actions has come back to haunt you. Women often dream of blood or of someone bleeding shortly before or during their periods and when they are pregnant."

Congratulations and Celebrations

2012-01-08T11:25:00.001+08:00

POP AH~

What goes up

2012-01-05T16:32:00.001+08:00

Must come down

oh please no

2012-01-05T10:01:00.001+08:00

more zombie dreams to make me late for work today. zoom zoom out of the house in 15 minutes! With clean hair and body, make up and all. am i pro or what.

wenwen

2012-01-04T17:47:00.003+08:00

BIG 2

WOW

Ok this is horrible

2012-01-04T09:50:00.001+08:00

I dreamt of my dad selling me last night. The feeling was horrible. Please don't sell me away.

Thankful

2012-01-03T20:49:00.002+08:00

I'm thankful for many things in my life. Thankful that I'm born in the 90s. I don't have to go through war, and suffer. I don't have to be undermined by men cos females don't have a say. I don't have to cook and sew, I can study. I don't have to worry that my parents will want to sell me because I'm a girl and I'm useless. I am also thankful that my parents are well to do, I don't have to worry about money. I'm thankful for a great family that loves me. I am also thankful that I have a group of awesome friends that love and care for me. I'm thankful that I have a wonderful bf that spends so much time with me even when he's so tired. He stayed out so late to countdown with my friends and I. Grateful and blissful.

Hm

2011-12-30T16:20:00.001+08:00

Feeling a little....

Pumpkin Pie

2011-12-29T09:37:00.002+08:00

Get well soon. BBYONG

Babybee

2011-12-24T10:36:00.001+08:00

Today is your day

Happy birthday baby boy

2011-12-15T11:53:00.001+08:00

It's your 20th birthday. I'm still waiting for your present to arrive. Be patient my dear. Afterall, you're nearly a master of everything.

Happygirl92

2011-12-04T22:59:00.001+08:00

Thankq Jd for today's oh-so-happy day. Me loves you and maxxie!!!

Dedication

2011-11-30T08:32:00.001+08:00

Dear army man,

I would like to dedicate this song, "Forever and Always" by Parachute, to you.

With love,
Jingyi

27th November 2011

2011-11-22T09:10:00.001+08:00

Since Cecilia's 20th birthday is arriving, I shall show her some face and write a short blog post. Fangjie mentioned that she felt upset at the thought of Cecilia leaving Singapore for good after she gets her degree. This is mainly cos after sasa gets her degree either overseas or in sg, she wont be staying in sg. So.. It got me thinking.. Sasa and I used to spend alot of time together. We still can't really recall how we became such awesome friends. But one thing I know for sure. She is someone I will never forget. Here are two things I will always remember.

The number one thing I like most about her is that we are telepathic. She totally gets me. Whatever crooked idea I have in my head, she knows it instantly. Just one look from her, and I know she's thinking what I'm thinking. She's my twin banana in pajamas.

And of cos, when you like something about someone, there is definitely something you dislike about that person.

My number one thing I dislike about sasa is that when she takes photos with you, she stones at her corner. Just like there is an invisible wall in between us. Haha, emo much?

Time to change that habit alright banana?

Such a sad song

2011-11-15T11:36:00.001+08:00

I was otw to work today, and I started thinking.. What if one day, something happens to you, what would I do?

ZOMG

2011-11-10T09:42:00.002+08:00

I NEED SOME HOT WATER IN THE NEW OFFICE. FREEZING TO DEATH HERE, HELLO?!?!?!!

AND I REALLY NEED TO SEE MY BABY GIRLS AND BABY BOY <3

RAH

2011-11-01T10:18:00.002+08:00

It's so frustrating becos I'm being a hardworking girl calling applicants to see if they are interested in a job offer and yet the email is screwing me upside down. Yesterday, I cleared about 70 plus names. I still have about another 600 to go. I can only do calling in the morning cos thats when I got the most "feel" to do it. Today morning, I started the calling in the morning again, and guess what? I see the same names again!! Over and over again. I thought it was a deja vu, so I went to double check under the declined folder. To my surprise, I alrdy deleted their names yesterday! Which also means, Jobs Central is sending in repeated names of applicants. I'm so frustrated becos I have to use my memory to see if I have alrdy called this person before. And now, all the names looks so familiar, their pictures looks so familiar. This is seriously mind fucking me. ARGH.

The Lion King

2011-10-27T10:11:00.001+08:00

My family and I will be catching The Lion King musical at MBS this coming Saturday. Feeling kinda two sided for this show. On one hand, I'm excited to finally be able to watch it, on the other hand, I will have to sacrifice my Saturday with Jd. And I'm honestly not sure if we are able to meet on Sunday cos he might be booking in early.

Signing off,
Sadgirl92

Army boy

2011-10-26T11:25:00.001+08:00

Went to meet army boy ytd after work. Although it was a very short period of one day not meeting him, I feel like it has been forever. Army really does magnify the time apart from each other. I think I caught the flu bug at work ytd. Was feeling sick at jd's place. Spreading my germs all over his bed. Ate some medicine his mom found for me and wanted to sleep. The meds were really drowsy, I could hardly open my eyes. To the extent that when I left his place, I couldn't keep them open. Luckily Jd held on to me, then I could close my eyes and walk. That explains why I couldn't walk straight. He insisted on me cabbing home, but I was stubborn and refused bcos I was oh so broke. That made him upset. I eventually gave in cos I didn't want him to worry, and he gaw me money to can home.

So, the entire purpose of this post is to tell Jd that the reason why I was being stubborn was cos I didn't want to bleed out his wallet. He alrdy paid for alot of stuff when we went out. I don't want to be a high maintenance gf. Becos I have seen other gfs bleed out their bf's wallet and i dont want to be one of those girls. Unless the bf is some rich kid.

Sunday out @town

2011-10-24T10:12:00.001+08:00

It has been so long since I've made a trip to orchard! Finally went there with Jd ytd. AND I FINALLY CAUGHT REAL STEEL, after everyone has been telling me how awesome the show is. Hahahaha. Was supposed to look for some uniqlo hoodie ytd, but 313 didn't have it. Ion didn't have it either. Sad for Jd. Saw yongle at 313 while walking to uniqlo. Demanded for my Zara cardigan which he refused to buy for me! :( unfair max. While walking out of uniqlo, saw Weicheng and his gf. Hahahaha. My reaction was like "omg omg omg" and I pointed to him. I think his gf was too stunned to say anything cos she saw me first. AHAHAHHA.

Okay. Ytd was a good date with my army boy.

Jersey Shore

2011-10-16T19:08:00.002+08:00

I've been hooked on to this new drama series called Jersey Shore. A bunch of people goes to live in a house together for the summer. There's so much drama going on in the house that it makes it so funny! At the same time, I'm starting to hate on this girl on the show. Her name is Sammi, and she's kinda getting on my nerves. Her boyfriend who she got to know in the house, is a trashbag that dances and grinds girls in the club when she's not around. That happened in one part of the show, then he returns to the house and crawls into her bed to have sex with her. And this does not happen only one night, it happened a few times! And when Sammi finds out, she is still with him. How stupid can she get? The entire house gossips about them and talk about how stupid she is. She looks like a complete fool and idiot.

What gets on my nerve the most is her girlfriends who live in the house, wrote her an anonymous letter and hid it in her drawer, hoping she will find it. The letter wrote all the nasty things Ronnie(her bf) did behind her back. The reason why her gfs didnt want her to know the letter came from them was becos the girls were close to Ronnie, and it would be horrible to tell on him. However, it was girl code to protect their friends. They had no choice but to do that. AND THE WORST THING IS, SAMMI GETS ANGRY AT HER GFS! LIKE WTF IS WRONG WITH HER?!?!?! I'm so mad at her for treating her friends like that. She really is a horrible person. As the seasons go by, I start to dislike her and Ronnie more and more. Esp her. She's like this lonely bitch that follows her bf everywhere cos she has no more gfs to accompany her.

And she deserves it.

Punctual girl

2011-10-11T09:39:00.002+08:00

It's early in the morning 939am now! Celebrated Fangjie's birthday despite feeling unwell in since morning. It was worth it I would say, at least we managed to catch up a bit with the girls. I got my belated present from them. Xiuwen got her belated present. Fangjie got her present! We are all happy girls now.

I hope I get better today, although the morning started out without the headache and the bodyaches, I hope it will last throughout the day. I could be due to the two panadols I took last night before sleeping. Need to feel better!! Will be going down to the roadshow at JE tmr, hopefully my feet can last!

I realized I haven't really seen much of bee3 lately. Wonder how she's doing.. Nicole seems to be having a good time in Shanghai, hope she did miss us back here in raining little Singapore!! Wenny needs to start studying and buck up on her studies yo... A LEVELS ARE COMING. If you fail.. it's B-A-D. BAD. Wendy, your company is like torturing you or something, OT all the time. I think you're being overworked, luckily, it's ending this week! You can go back to school and relax ;)

Jd is still in army, and I miss him! :(

Dear Wenxi

2011-10-06T09:54:00.002+08:00

Stop party rocking and start studying for you stupid A levels which I predict you will do quite badly in! From this day onwards, no more going out at night. Stay home to study hard and I'll meet you in uni alright. I miss youuuuuuu.

Breakfast is the most important meal of the day

2011-10-04T21:55:00.002+08:00

I miss having breakfast with my breakfast buddy in the mornings. Telling her every single interesting thing that happened to me on my way to school. Sometimes, she would give replies that shows she's in a bad mood. However, there are still times where she laughs along and carries on together with my nonsense. Have had small little talks with this special breakfast buddy recently and we're back to our old full of nonsense selves!

Ahh Cecilia, I know you miss me too ;)

Dear jd

2011-09-30T09:47:00.002+08:00

Baby boy
永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活
不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活

A Drop in the Ocean

2011-09-20T22:20:00.001+08:00

A drop in the ocean,
A change in the weather,
I was praying that you and me might end up together.
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert,
But I'm holding you closer than most,
'Cause you are my heaven.

I don't wanna waste the weekend,
If you don't love me, pretend
A few more hours, then it's time to go.
And as my train rolls down the East coast,
I wonder how you keep warm.
It's too late to cry, too broken to move on.

Still I can't let you be,
Most nights I hardly sleep.
Don't take what you don't need, from me.

Just a drop in the ocean,
A change in the weather,
I was praying that you and me might end up together.
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert,
But I'm holding you closer than most,
'Cause you are my heaven.

Misplaced trust and old friends,
Never counting the regrets,
By the grace of God, I do not rest at all.
and New England as the leaves change;
The last excuse that I'll claim,
I was a boy who loved a woman like a little girl.

Still I can't let you be,
Most nights I hardly sleep,
Don't take what you don't need, from me.

A drop in the ocean,
A change in the weather,
I was praying that you and me might end up together.
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert,
But I'm holding you closer than most,
'Cause you are my

Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore no, no
Heaven doesn't seem far away.
Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore no, no
Heaven doesn't seem far away.

It's just a drop in the ocean,
A change in the weather,
I was praying that you and me might end up together.
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert,
But I'm holding you closer than most,
'Cause you are my heaven.
You are my heaven

Goodbye my friend

2011-09-18T20:54:00.002+08:00

It's just a short goodbye for 6 months. I'm sure my "busy" internship and yours will make time pass even faster! Don't worry about leaving us behind cos we will miss you dearly, esp dear jy4. I told him he could talk to me if he needed someone to talk to, so that we can miss you together, instead of missing you alone. Be safe and take good care of yourself. Hopefully you don't come back with a super strong china accent.

I love you and I will miss you.

It has been a long while

2011-09-13T17:24:00.003+08:00

I guess it's about time I did a little update. Internship for 6 months seems like quite a long way down the road. First week has already passed, have been doing some things here and there: making calls to applicants to arrange interviews, planning the recruitment kit and drafting out PowerPoint presentations for the director. I hope I can get my hands on the coaching booklets soon so I can start on them. It has been rather dull lately, have finished most of what I have to do.

Oh, and JD enlisted about 6 days ago. He calls me every night at about 10, I usually hold on to my phone when it's about 9 plus and change it to un-silent mode. Yesterday, I forgot and I just left my phone in the study in silent mode. Luckily, I wanted to bathe, and just so you know, I have a habit of listening to music while I bathe. So, I needed my phone. I went to find it, and saw 2 miss calls a minute before I looked at my phone. Called him back instantly and talked for awhile.

These short little talks help me get through my day bit by bit. Although it doesn't seem much, it is sufficient to help tone down the constant missing.

Clay bear/pig?

2011-07-29T22:02:00.002+08:00

An hour of sleep, a can of redbull.

We will pull through this!

Where has all the happiness gone to?

2011-07-27T21:53:00.003+08:00

I used to think I had happy friends. Friends that put up a smile on their faces to meet the world. For the past few months, the world around me seemed to have gone into depression mode. I tried to be oblivious to the situation, but I couldn't. I can't help but to feel sad for them. Sometimes, a part of me wants so badly to ask them what's wrong, another part of me says, just leave them be.

I tried to console others, hoping to make them feel better. But I realized, the more you console someone, the harder the person cries. It may be about their boyfriends, their families and whatnot, everyone has their own issues to deal with. I chose to ignore what I saw, because I didn't want to talk about it, I didn't want to see them even more upset.

Part of me has changed, I used to be a very sensitive person. I would notice when someone is feeling down, when someone felt out of place, when someone was just feeling not right. I am still the same person, but I chose to ignore. I'm not being selfish my dear friends, I just didn't want to make myself feel the same way. When I see someone upset, my heart aches for the person. I want to help share their burden but I simply just can't.

Enough said.

Quekqi, I know you have your family issues. Knowing you has made me realize how lucky I am. I don't know how I can help you, and I clearly can't rent you a room. What I'm trying to say is, I hope you be strong, and try to do something about what's happening. I know you have been living in that environment for such a long time, maybe it's time to give it another shot? I'm sure you don't want to continue this. I will try my best to be there for you, when you need someone to talk to, however irritating and childish you are ;)

Charmaine, I know I've been straightforward with my words. They might be hurtful and insensitive, but I just want to prepare you for the worst. I'd rather you hear those words from me first, than to hear it later from Hongbin. Seeing you cry today was awful. I don't know how I can help. I sincerely am hoping your pain will go away. It hurts to see a friend suffer like that. Sometimes I wonder if crying actually brings the pain away. If it does, I will gladly help you shed some tears.

Wendy, I don't know what's going on with you and Hweeteck. I have read your blog and read the comments of others. I'm sorry I did not show any concern and I am glad others did. I chose not to do anything, because I didn't want to make you upset again by bringing up the topic. The dark times will pass by and you will once again be happy and cheerful, right?

Shuangyu, you have been stressed up with your mountain pile of projects. You will be leaving us in September. I can't help but to feel upset. I hope you don't have to leave, so I could still see you. 6 months is a long period of time. Take care of yourself, I will miss you dearly.

Beatrice, we haven't met in a long time. I noticed your sad posts, I refused to ask your virtually. I want to talk to you face to face, but I don't have the chance to. Just when I was typing this, you sent me the sweetest message sending your appreciation of our friendship. I am deeply touched but still, damn you for making me tear.

Wenxi, everyone says you have changed. Indeed you have. I'm not sure if you have changed for the better, or changed for the worse. But whatever it is, I will always accept you for who you are. I hope your horrible friends who judge you and not accept you burn in hell. Not literally of course.

Fangjie, Ck has been giving you problems. This is the first time I am saying this, whenever you're sad, I'm frustrated. Not only because it is difficult to talk to you, but also because I don't know what I could do to help you. Watching you cry your eyes out in that cubicle few months ago was painful. I didn't know what I could do but you stand there and accompany you. You have been strong and you have been trying, I hope you continue to do that and soon, one day, I will hear you say that phrase that you always said. The reply I wrote still stands, the one hiding in your wallet.

This has been a very upsetting post. When you people read this, I sincerely hope, from the bottom of my heart, that things will be better. I don't like feeling helpless, I don't like feeling upset. I admit that I get influenced easily by the emotions that run through the people around me. When you're upset, I'm upset. When you're happy, I will be happy too.

Please everyone, be happy for your sake, and for my sake too. I love you all.

My childhood just came to an end

2011-07-15T23:21:00.003+08:00

Today is the 15th of July. Today is the day my childhood ends. Finally, all the years of reading and waiting, the last movie has finally arrived. I'm happy to see it end so beautifully, at the same time, I'm utterly upset that there will be no more Harry potter movies. I will miss Harry potter. It has been an honor and pleasure to have such an experience.

Katykaty

2011-07-11T08:40:00.002+08:00

Kiss me. Ki-ki-kiss me.
Infect me with your love and
Fill me with your poison.

Take me. Ta-ta-take me.
Wanna be a victim,
Ready for abduction.

Letters to be written

2011-06-29T18:07:00.022+08:00

~~Letter 1 — Your Best Friend~~
~~Letter 2 — Your Crush~~
~~Letter 3 — Your parents~~
~~Letter 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)~~
~~Letter 5 — Your dreams~~
~~Letter 6 — A stranger~~
~~Letter 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush~~
~~Letter 8 — Your favorite internet friend~~
~~Letter 9 — Someone you wish you could meet~~
~~Letter 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to~~
~~Letter 11 — A deceased person you wish you could talk to~~
~~Letter 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain~~
~~Letter 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you~~
~~Letter 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from~~
~~Letter 15 — The person you miss the most~~
~~Letter 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country~~
~~Letter 17 — Someone from your childhood~~
~~Letter 18 — The person that you wish you could be~~
~~Letter 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad~~
~~Letter 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest~~
~~Letter 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression~~
~~Letter 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to~~
~~Letter 23 — The last person you kissed~~
Letter 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Letter 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Letter 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Letter 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Letter 28 — Someone that changed your life
Letter 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Letter 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

JOIN IN THE FUN! :)

So close to a perfect date

2011-06-15T23:16:00.002+08:00

Dinner with tam today. It was a simple dinner but it was a great date. I'm happy we had this just before I'm leaving for shanghai this coming saturday. Shanghai study trip lasts about a week. Tmr and Friday will be my last days in Singapore before 39 np students set off for shanghai! I'll be spending them doing projects with wy fj sa. This week has been fruitful. Spent monday, Tuesday and Wednesday meeting rr minus bee(she was enjoying in the states) and Vic sherie. Of cos, pretrip briefing done by mr. Yow. Longwinded max. Just like my dad, but worse. And not forgetting today's awesome date with tam. I'm looking forward to seeing beewee. Cos I miss her alot ever since she flew to the states. But I seem to have no time to meet her before i fly off. Sad...

Give your thoughts a rest

2011-06-13T01:48:00.000+08:00

Goodnight world! Send me some love tmr :')

Every second of everyday

2011-06-11T00:10:00.002+08:00

No matter how the future turns out, always remember that what we have now is good. Cherish every moment you have. Because you never know what will happen the next day. Even if you know tomorrow, you will not get to see each other ever again, even if you know today is the last day you're going to talk to that person, cherish every second.

Just simply because, at least, 你曾经拥有.

As much as it hurts me to say

2011-06-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

I'm starting to not see a future.

Being ignored

2011-06-02T20:40:00.002+08:00

My life has been rather 'sad' this week. Cecilia says I'm the joke of the week... mainly because I have been ignored alot recently. While we're doing project of when we're in class, I seem to be talking to myself. Because no one responds!!!!!! I talk to the entire group and they choose not to reply me :(

Weeyang says it's the group thing. When he talks to us, we don't reply him either. THIS IS BADDDD. WE NEED TO REPLY EACH OTHER MAN. PLEASE OPEN YOUR EARS BIG BIG.

Judgement day

2011-05-21T20:14:00.001+08:00

If today was the last day you will spend on earth, what will be the last thing you will say to me?

Pirates of the Caribbean

2011-05-21T18:29:00.002+08:00

Orlando Bloom has sexy shoulder blades.

11:11

2011-05-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

I wonder who's missing me.

Laksa or chicken flavour tonight?

2011-05-20T16:47:00.002+08:00

I wonder what everyone else is doing right now. Is it just me, or Fridays just became the worst day of the week?

2011-05-09T20:25:00.002+08:00

Today made me remember how much I dislike long busrides.

Down with fever

2011-05-05T17:22:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone, Jingyi is sick today. Today is the first time I have ever felt so sick in my entire life. I couldn't get out of bed. When I moved my body, my head hurt, my muscles hurt. Like my entire body muscle ache. My throat feels damn sore. I skipped school today and continued sleeping till about 11-12, then my parents brought me to the doctor. I didn't want to stand up and get off my bed, cos my knees were wobbling. They felt really weak. When I walked to the toilet, I had to hold on to the walls for support. The last thing I want to do right now is move. I just wanna lie in bed like a corpse.I feel much better like this.

Funny story to share

2011-05-03T23:38:00.003+08:00

I find it surprisingly amusing that my boyfriend actually donated 4$ to a girl holding a donation tin can. This didn't happen when I was with him. He was with his two other guy friends. I suppose both of them were equally puzzled at why he rejected everyone, but when he walked past her, he actually turned back. Like stopped, turned around, walked back to her. Literally like making a u-turn towards her. Plus, so generous!! Bet u guys must be thinking, he saw a pretty girl and he turned back to take Another look at her or something around that line.

NO! He did that, because that girl looked like his girlfriend, which is meeee. Super amusing. And really funny too. I think it's really cute and sweet he did that. Even if it's not me la. But whatever, I bet that look alike me must be thinking " this cute guy is interested in me!!" toooo bad girl. My bf did that cos of me!

All the alcoholics, where you at?

2011-04-30T16:29:00.001+08:00

Get ready to get drunked up
Let's do it

Drown our sorrows

Mind reader

2011-04-30T13:04:00.000+08:00

If I had Edward cullen's power, I'll be the queen of the world.

Hey there

2011-04-24T15:42:00.005+08:00

Here is the list of important people in my life. I might miss out one or two, I hope you don't take it the hard way. In no particular order:

Mom
Dad
Sis
Jd
Bee
Sy
Wenxi
Wendy
Ceci
Fangj
Xingj
Wins
Le
Qq
Wh
Sherie
Vic

Reply me in any way possible if you feel the same way too.

Pretty me & Handsome bf

2011-04-20T20:17:00.001+08:00

040411

2011-04-06T19:19:00.002+08:00

It was a good birthday for me this year. I had my awesome friends, my family, and jd to celebrate it with me. I'm very grateful to tb09 esp the girls for the surprise they planned for me. Even when I failed their initial plan, they continued with the back up plan. Thank you to everyone who came by my house and surprised me. I had totally no idea at all that this was going on, everyone knew, except me. I mean literally almost everyone. For those who are wondering what exactly happened, here is how it was like. The girls told me to meet them at town, 330. I left my home at about somewhat near 3. Got into the lift and took it to the usual 1st floor. Turned right and walked towards the side gate. I heard alot of footsteps coming from behind. So I assumed they were just some strangers trying to chase after me. So I'll hold the gate for them. Little did I know, when I was trying to open the gate with my keys, someone used their hands to cover my eyes. I was shocked and struggled a little, the hands came loose and I saw Cecilia's shoes. I was really happy that they came. We walked to the pool area to get their bags. I couldn't figure out where they put them... Until they led me to the function room. When I entered it, they started singing me a birthday song. Fangjie Cecilia Xingjue Charmaine Joan Huiee Eric Suihang Yukai were all there. I was really touched and I teared up abit. They decorated the room with the happy birthday stuff and Xingjue made a puzzle with a photo of the class. Fangjie made me a card that she's very proud of. I'm glad I have them.

Underwater World

2011-04-02T12:53:00.002+08:00

Went to Underwater world ytd with fishboy. It was a really warm day, and we had to brave the stupid sun to Sentosa. Saw many different types of fishes, sharks, stingrays, nemo, emo nemo, marlin's best friend dory the blue fish, the man-made orange fish, jellyfishes and not forgetting the century year old turtles. Fishboy had a fun time touching the fishes and observing them. I can't touch live fishes, I know I'll freak out. The only fishes I can touch is when they're dead, and I'm gonna cook them to eat. Certain things were going through my mind. What if, one day, the fishes were to rebel, and they started knocking the glass tanks. Then everyone would drown... The fishes might get smarter just like this shark movie, where the sharks became super smart and they threw some super heavy thing on the glass screen. The whole underwater science lab was flooded and they had to run for their lives! Okay, maybe I'm thinking too much, and I watch too many movies, but it is totally possible!!! After the whole fish trip, headed to the monorail to get back to vivocity, and once again, a freaking long queue, caused by USS. We took the bus back to harbourfront instead and went to have dinner. Went home shortly after that. We anticipated that the train would be quite full and we had to stand, so we found another way to get home! Ended up at Outram Park and wanted to take 961 home. While we were walking to the busstop, I saw 961 approaching and made Jd run for the bus.... When we got nearer to the busstop, I realized that it was 851. hahahahahahahaha. Omg I'm half blind, please forgive me :)

Time passes real quickly

2011-03-31T09:55:00.003+08:00

Within a blink of an eye, I only have 1 more year to go in ngee ann, and my JC friends have alrdy finished their studying and right now, they are awaiting their interviews and whatnot. Most of the guys would have alrdy gone to army. Feels like time really waits for no man. I've got 2 more semesters to go, 1 of which is a 6 months internship program. I haven't really decided whether I want to stay in Singapore for my internship, or go overseas. There are many things to consider before leaving Singapore for 6 months. I've heard stories from seniors who went overseas. Some had good experiences, some had to suffer. I'm afraid of the language barrier and also, I'll be home sick in a few months time, or maybe in just a week if the conditions there are bad. Have to weigh the options and talk about it with my parents. I know what my dad will say, and I know I sound like some little girl afraid to leave her family. But this is freaking 6 months long! I don't know what to do. ughhh I miss my friends. Feels like forever since I've seen them. Not forgetting the Sabah people for are enjoying/suffering there right now!

I tried searching for recent photos of RR.... I couldn't find them.... wow.

bored much?

2011-03-30T20:36:00.003+08:00

Just had instant noodles for dinner. It was the same brand and flavour that I had at Jd's awhile back.

Everyone seems busy with their lives, I wonder what they are doing..

Are you fighting for it, just like I am?

2011-03-25T01:32:00.002+08:00

Everyday, my faith and hope in you gets lesser and lesser.

My Favourite Song

2011-03-10T22:21:00.002+08:00

for the next few days... or, till i get sick of listening to it ;)

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I’ll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you’ll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don’t mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they’re only for good times
Then they don’t
When it’s love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we’re gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I’m meant to be where I am
And I’m gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I’m gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don’t mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they’re only for good times
Then they don’t
When it’s love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we’re gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I’ll be there
And I’m gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I’m forever keeping my angel close

Happy or sad?

2011-03-10T21:14:00.008+08:00

Cecilia asked for a happy post. My days haven't really been very fruitful or joyful. One of the best days out of this whole holiday up till now would be the day rr hit the club. First things first, I'm not a clubber cos I've only been twice!! So quit saying I'm a clubber, seriously -.- I'm glad the five of us finally met up as a group after 1975348 years. I do miss us being together. I miss many things, but sadly, time can't rewind by itself.

Also, it's been a long time since tb09 went out to have fun. I really do hope the coming chalet will be very enjoyable. Afterall, it is our last time together as a class, isn't it? I want a great chalet and a great bbq, plus another prawning outing! It's fun to hang out with them till the wee hours.

My holiday has been rather boring. Have spent most of my time watching shows and sleeping. Oh! and driving too! Doing that over and over again, and right now, all my shows are on break. This is how bad it is! I watched a new show, about 7-8 episodes a day, or more. I can catch up with the current episodes that are being aired in the US. So, here's the list of shows that I'm currently waiting for...

1. Big Bang Theory S04

2. Desperate Housewives S07

3. Glee S02

4. Gossip Girl S04

5. Chuck S04

6. How I met You Mother So6

7. The Walking Dead S01

8. Nikita So1

9. The Vampire Diaries S02

10. Skins UK S05

11. Skins US S01

12. Misfits S03

13. Californication S04

A Total of 13 shows that I'm chasing, and all of them only air once a week.

Please tell me how I'm going to survive?!

make a stand

2011-03-01T11:17:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, all you need to know is that you have done enough and it's time to stop giving. Because the one that ends up geting hurt is you. Nobody else cares. They don't know how you are feeling, even if you told them, it doesn't make a difference. They choose not to care.

Have you ever noticed that your blog entries are about a particular someone and yet their blog entries never mentioned about you before. It really does show alot doesn't it?

So, the question is. Is this just the past and the present, or is there a future?

SISTER'S A JOKE

2011-02-20T16:52:00.001+08:00

Mum: Where's Happy Avenue North?

Sis: Opposite Sad Avenue South.

HAHAHAHAHA

Our last time together, as a class

2011-02-16T22:52:00.002+08:00

Xiuweeeeeen!我们会很想你的!

Formal class photo~

It's been a good 2 years I've spent with these guys.

I'll miss all of you and I hope we can all do very well in yr3. ♥

Love and Other Drugs

2011-02-15T20:37:00.004+08:00

Day out with bee @ her home. Watched the movie and I wasn't really paying attention at all. Much more of painting my nails and random talking. After dinner, gossssssiped, and I realised how all the disputes and conflicts all arised from one person!! OMFG. Seriously, this is too much! Do you feeeeel at least a little bit?!?!?

Bah, whatever.

camwhore freak

I still can't believe Anne Hathaway showed her boobs to the entire world. :(

14Feb11

2011-02-14T23:07:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day.

Relationships

2011-02-12T23:53:00.002+08:00

It takes months or even years to build it.

And yet, it only requires hurtful words and actions to destroy it within seconds.

Hello jd

2011-02-08T00:57:00.000+08:00

Happy Anniversary (L)

Satur-day out with bee

2011-02-01T21:55:00.002+08:00

Shopping out @town with Miss Tan. Heard many funny stories about her sec2 students and caught up with her once again! :)

1stfeb2011

Was otw home on 852 with Cecilia when I saw a secondary school friend of mine. I don't know why we don't talk anymore, I don't know how we drifted, I don't know why we don't even say hi anymore. We used to sit beside each other when we were in our lower secondary. I would personally say we were quite close. I guess, after we splitted class when we were in our upper sec, we still said hi. But we talked much lesser. Maybe we drifted becos you become closer to the other clique and we seemed to stop acknowledging each other. What's done is done and cannot be undone, I guess we can only look towards our future and forget the past.

Tmr is the 2nd of feb. I think wh is coming out, finally. I do hope to see him soon. Not in the normal white shirt and black shorts he always has to wear, but in normal clothings just like everyone else. See you soon bff.

The Amazing Food Race

2011-01-30T12:55:00.007+08:00

It was an overall good day I guess! The food hunt was a success, and I believe most of us think so too. Gathered early in the morning and shared gossips to FOL. Funny way to start our day! Followed by many late comers! It was at their own expense though, if a team member was late, for every five minutes, ten minutes penalty would be given. Sadly, some people still arrived late! >:(

Cecilia and I took many many pictures at the pavallion with the super strong wind and rain all pouring on our shirts. Oh, btw, there was this sterilised cat(ear was cut) at the pavallion. It kept looking at us while we were having our lunch :/ awkward max. Travelled back to school once all teams have reached our Charades pit stop. Took a group photo, and finalised everything! $100 cash given to Joan and friends as they were the fastest team! yaaayyy Joan! :)

Trained to jd's and as you can see... watched him and his laptop. While he was pooling/dota-ing, I camwhored a little. JUST A LITTLE!

Had lunch at "ambush" Ate their apetizer swedish meatballz.

Went home shortly after.

Bazaaaar

2011-01-25T20:03:00.001+08:00

Of course

2011-01-23T23:29:00.001+08:00

All is well when your friends are with you. When it comes to me, everything is bad.

Laughing Day

2011-01-23T20:46:00.001+08:00

Today is a laughing day. Have been doing project and laughing alot! But I laughed the most, idk why. Maybe I've got a very low humorous level? hmm

Bad Week

2011-01-21T19:52:00.002+08:00

Reasons:

1. ECD Common Test
2. CMA Test 2
3. Relevant Costing Part 1 is shit.
4. Long winded cma teacher. Wasting my fucking time
5. Relevant Costing Part 2 is crap.
6. Bf never come support me tmr.
7. EBA Access project

sweet

2011-01-21T00:41:00.002+08:00

I was otw home on a bus ride when I saw this car next to the bus I was on. The guy in the driver seat was holding on to his gf's hand while his other hand was clutching the steering wheel. I know it's kinda cliche and you see it all the time in the movies or in dramas, but I think it's realllllllllly sweeeet! I want my bf to do that toooo. hahahahahahaa ;)

ugh

2011-01-19T22:23:00.001+08:00

I have this very sick feeling about cma. Came home early to study, and yet I'm still unable to get one question right. It is unlike me to give up, but I really don't want to study this shit anymore. I don't even feel any stress at all, just throwing it all away and giving up. hate this.

Patience is a virtue

2011-01-16T20:33:00.002+08:00

Give it time. You'll get it someday.
When it's the right time, you'll be the happiest girl on Earth! ;)

Next week will be a busy week

2011-01-16T17:01:00.003+08:00

Our bazaar date is arriving. The 22nd of january. Do remember to drop by our stall to support us!

Here's our facebook event page!

http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=177664628940651#!/event.php?eid=116503891755845

I don't get it

2011-01-16T13:34:00.002+08:00

You were the one to fall first, you then made me fall for you. When I fell, I fell so deep. So deep that it's difficult to pull myself out.

Do you know what I mean?

Long day

2011-01-13T22:45:00.002+08:00

The day was spent travelling on the bus to find food all around Singapore. Although we didn't walk much, I still felt really tired. Maybe it's mental tiredness from all the ongoing busy-ness. Cecila and I also had many moments of inside joke laughing and definitely alot of bitching. Returned to school for CMA peer tutoring class. Our peer tutor was literally our peer-peer. He is also a year 2 student, but he is from another semester. We all had the impression that he was a year 3 student. Whatever, as long he can teach well, I'm fine even if he's a year 1 student.

Talked to jd when I was finally home. The day has been a very long one. Jingyi needs her beauty sleep now. Goodnight kiddos.

I first heard this song on sy's phone

2011-01-06T22:27:00.005+08:00

I was thinking about you, thinking about me
Thinking about us, what we gonna be.
Opened my eyes, it was only just a dream.

So I travelled back, down that road
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realised, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
Now they're gone and you wish you can give them everything.

I gave you my all.

What's on your mind?

2011-01-06T16:15:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I wished I could read minds.

Evelyn

2011-01-05T22:11:00.000+08:00

Don't worry about it. I won't bully your girlfriend.

2010

2011-01-05T20:24:00.000+08:00

2010 has had it's fair share of ups and downs. My year started out rather normal. I still rememeber the Botanic Gardens birthday celebration we had for Wendy. It was a good one. We had fun and made each other laugh, alot. I really miss having RR around me all the time.

February was a good month, minus-ing all the project nonsense and some upsetting issues. Many birthdays, cny celebrations, happy meet ups. It was sy's birthday and we had steamboat at sunset way with jiayao. Thinking back, it was a funny day. I still remember the super happy outing jd and I had. We watched "Valentine's Day" and the remaining of the day was really enjoyable. We were laughing and happy and just really contented with the time I had.

Most of my March period was spent in Xiamen, the time spent there was amazing. Met amazing people there and became closer to amazing people. The memories I had there will definitely not be forgotten. The once in a while little meet ups during special birthdays have been very fufilling and I cherish everyone of them. The 10 of us are not as close as we were before, but this is part and parcel of life. What's most important is that our memories of one another are still intact.

April came, and I spent my birthday in Xiamen, I had wonderful friends to spend it with. However, I really did miss Singapore. My family, jd and my friends. I even cried when I was back there. Being in the trip made me realise that I had a wonderful bf. He waited for me everyday to see if I would come online, so that he could have those little time to talk to me. He wouldn't even mind if we only got 5 minutes everyday and he'll be contented with it. I really want him to know that I appreciate it alot and I'm glad he was by my side the whole time.

When I first came back to Singapore, it felt good to be back. Back to my family, jd, and my friends. The few weeks/months after the trip was a very good part for jd and I. We cherished our time together. We met up very often as we missed each other a whole lot. Everything was great.

Joan had a mini welcome back to sg celebration from her family. The 10 of us were invited and it was kinda the very last time the 10 of us had an outing. The starting of school term, I think some of us were still living in the xiamen hallucination and we were attached to the people there. And I think this made our Singapore friends(Xingj) feel neglected. I feel bad about it but as time goes by, everything returned to the way it was meant to be. I want to say sorrrrrry to all the Singapore friends that have been neglected.

I had my birthday celebration with RR, also at Botanic Gardens. I was half good half bad. It started out really upsetting cos everyone starting shouting at each other and fighting and I got really unhappy and started to cry. I didn't know why people were shouting and fighting. It was a very unhappy memory. But the day slowly got better afterwards.

The school term was very enjoyable as I had three awesome project team mates and I think our new class wasn't really a good one as everyone was in their own little cliques and we all refused to open up. We had many joker classmates and weird "bestfriends". Sasa had her own "bestfriend" and I had my own "bestfriend" too. Actually, cecilia had more than one "bestfriend".... She "loves" everyone. haha. In this school term, we also learnt many things, the most stressful module ever, IEF. It taught me alot of things and made me feel smart. hahaha ;)

May started to slowly worsen. Things were good and bad between jd and I. We can be very happy at a moment and fight the next day. I don't know what was happening but everything seemed like it was in a mess. June was enjoyable, I spent my June holidays in Europe and saw many amazing things and beautiful cities. The remaining of the year, I wouldn't say it was that good. Deprived hacker hacked my account. Everything was up and down as usual. The ending of the year and the starting of 2011 made me closer to sherie and vic too. We have met up a few times and caught up with each other.

Throughout this year, I've made many close friends that I didn't expect myself to be that close with. I'm glad we got the chance to bond in xiamen and in tb02. I might have slightly drifted from RR, but whenever we're meeting up, we're still as close as ever, catching up and telling out love stories. We talk about our bfs, we talk about our friends, we talk about experiences and everything under the sun. I love all my friends. Also, I've learnt to control my emotions in the past few months. Told myself I can do it, for a week or a few weeks, I've done it well, but some things happened, I guess I'm back to square one again. No fear Jingyi, you can do it. I have absolute faith in you even if others don't. Sometimes I need people to give me some encouragement and show me that my effort is being regconised. Sometimes, all I need is some care and concern, not fake "how are you"s but real genuine care.

Be kind to me please, 2011. Brace yourselves my little babies.

Maybe it was a deathwish

2011-01-03T21:31:00.001+08:00

I almost burnt the whole house down.

The reason why I chose to...

2011-01-03T21:05:00.002+08:00

is because you have someone else better to talk to.

Coz you're hot and you're cold

2011-01-03T00:01:00.002+08:00

Dinner with phantam this evening and stoned at his place for awhile. Passed him two of his belated gifts and he gave me mine. He got me a musical box-y thingy that I have to wind. I like it. It's a good gift.

It looks something like that.

PS/ I guess you must be wondering what's wrong with me. I didn't say anything but I just want to say tyvm right now, for comforting me. It's exactly what I need to pull myself up and stand up again. Plus the efforts made trying to cheer me up. Thanks jd.

2011

2011-01-01T01:02:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year

New Year's Eve

2010-12-31T19:51:00.001+08:00

Anyone wants to spend the last day of 2010 with me?

Tomorrow is the day

2010-12-31T01:45:00.002+08:00

Tommorrow is the day where everyone will be with their loved ones. Tomorrow is the day where you spend the last few precious minutes of 2010 and the first few minutues of 2011. 2011 is a new beginning. Everyone will rejoice at the sound of the fireworks, hug the people around you, kiss the person next to you, shout happy new year to all the strangers around you.

Goodbye 2010, Hello 2011. Be good to me.

Just with you

2010-12-29T12:24:00.001+08:00

I think I need a getaway. Just for a short period of time. Away from all the projects, the busy-ness, the troubles, the noise from the whole wide world. Just a while, some peace and quiet.

why

2010-12-24T20:11:00.002+08:00

The reason why I dislike dota is bcos you forget about me when you're playing. And playing makes up the bulk of your time.

241210

2010-12-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

A picture speaks a thousand words... so... I have 6 pictures here. That is 6000 freaking words!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BEEWEE

hm

2010-12-23T18:47:00.000+08:00

221210

2010-12-21T21:09:00.003+08:00

XINGJUEEEEEEEEEE

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You'll be enjoying life in HongKong Disneyland tmr, so here's an early birthday wish for you~~~~~~~

This picture is super old, taken while the guys were playing pool. We weren't that close then I think, but as time goes by, I totally got to know the super drama comedy queen you. And I'm very glad I did. You are my kai xin guo. hehheheeeee~ come back to sg sooon to make me kai xin okay! :D

DOTA

2010-12-18T18:14:00.000+08:00

I'm bored. Dota sucks.

151210

2010-12-15T16:45:00.003+08:00

It's the 15th of Decemeber once again and you're getting older and older. Thanks for your awesome birthday wish! With that, I will score in all my papers!! wahahahahahaha~ oooohhh, btw, I think I'm going to try bua-ing my skin when I shower! So I can get your super baby soft skin. hohoho.

Those who matter

2010-12-12T23:45:00.002+08:00

Only fight for the people that are worth fighting for.

Cost Managerial Accounting

2010-12-10T21:09:00.001+08:00

I'm done studying for today. I had enough practice. Time to relax.

BAI. you suck

twitter is so saddening

2010-12-09T22:38:00.001+08:00

"The best feeling is listening to someones heartbeat and knowing that it's beating for nobody but you."